syf is over...we got gold...
it also mean one more thing...
sec4s are leaving us real soon...
i will miss them...
how i wish time can jus stop now...
so we can have more time wif them...

first of all i wanna to tell all pple who are reading my blog...

crescent symphonic band got a gold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we did it!!!!
really!!!
im really really reeeeeeeeeeallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy very happy!!!!!!!
we really work very hard for it.....
we really in all our best....
our effort paid off at last!!!!
but without some pple..i tink i couldnt make it tis far.....
thx a lot...zhiyng, jessica, yinghui, bizhi, all my section pple, all band pple and the class of 2g3....and a lot more....
without u guys...i really cant make it todae...
thx a lot.i rreallly luv u guys....
ya...i will thx u guys later...

the days before syf...i was very worried....i tot we cant make it...
i tot we will do very badly...cos tis is our first and last syf with the sec 3 and 4...after 2 years we will be the ones tt juniors will depend on us lyk the way we depend on our seniors...
but we really did it!!!we got a gold and done crescent and mrs chua proud!!!
we had become the crescent band tt we used to be!!!

recently i cried a lot...tink im so useless...
yesterday we sang a song...everybody broke down...
it was really very touching...
todae is also the first day i see jessica and farahin cried...
also the first day i hug so many pple..
thx shermin...
ur idea of getting everybody of 2g3 to write on a paper and bring us gd luck...
it is a lucky charm...i will nv throw the paper away...
thx 2g3...u guys really bring us gd luck...
after reading the note tt shuying gave us...i cant control myself...i broke down...but not only me...a lot pple cried too....

[shuying]
i dunno if u will get to read tis...i dont tink so...
aniwae...i tink u r a very gd sl...u have been a very gd and caring senior...
really...thx a lot...hope u will do ur best in ur o' level...take care...

after tt mrs chua came...i tried to hold back my tears...
but when we were singing a song for mrs chua...
i couldnt hold back my tears anymore...
even mrs chua cried...mr chua too...
it was mrs chua's birthday...
we were singing her a birthday song...
hope to get a gold for her present...
i cried in front of the juniors too..
so malu...

after all the crying stuff....
went to vch....i really very very very very scared....
in the room...i squeaked... a few time....very scared i will squeak later...
but i didnt..but i played a few wrong notes...
totally feel lyk crying....but held back my tears...
returned to school...waited for the result...
the most important moment in my sec2 life..i guess...
tot im going to let the section down....
most probably will get a sliver...
when chanyi was telling us the result...
everybody was told tt we got a gold
i screamed at the top of my voice...
i really let out all the stress tt had been accumlating in me...
i feel much better now....
we did it!!!
we performed magic for mrs chua!!!
real magic for everyone!!!
everybody was shocked...
all of us started crying and hugging....

on saturday...we are going to swensens to celebrate...

[zhiying, jessica, farahin and other non-syf participants]
though u guys didnt go for syf tis year...
but without u guys supporting me...i wont make it tis far
thx for all ur support...but rmb we still have a sec 4 year...
let's work harder for syf 2005!!!
we must maintain the standard!!!

[brynn, grace and joanne]
thx for all ur encouragement...we did it!!!
i did my best!!!but without u guys...
i wont make it tis far...
thx...i luv u guys...take care.

once again..everybody.we have done our school and band proud!!!

Don't lose your way with each passing day
You've come so far
don't throw it away
Live believing
dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
for you and I

Souls in the wind must learn how to bend
Seek out a star, hold on till the end
Valley, mountain
there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Worlds are swaying
someone is praying
Please let them come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by, for you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark, we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts … Everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
for you and I

ya..pple...
good luck for tmr's syf..
everybody work hard...

[zhiying]
dont get so pissed sometime...ya...mus take good care of urself...pls...
dont do tt again..it hurts ur friends when u do tt...
trust me...it really hurts...

ya..once again....good luck for everybody....give our best shot to the judges...
we can do it!!!!

did she mean im the one...
there is no one else ard...
izzit me...
i wanna to noe...
did i sae anything wrong?
did i do anything wrong?
okie.
sorry.
i dun mean anything.really.
im jus paranoid.im always lyk tt.
cant help it.
i really mean it.
sorry.

so many things happened..
dunno how to phrase things...
was screamed by dorai...dunno wad's wrong with her...
she can treat lyk so nice...later treat us lyk shit...
dunno wad's her problem...
went to vch yesterday...
did we sound very badly?
guess the running notes wasnt clear..
right?
kinda of sad...cos we are not clear for the running notes...
compared to haising...
they are at least clearer than us...
guess mrs chua is going compare tmr...
nvm...
i also dunno how to say and i also dont really have the right to say aniwae...
really hope we can get a gold...
only 8 more days to syf!!!

did a survey todae...dunno for wad la..
one of the questions was...
choose a activity u lyk...sth lyk tt...
one of the ans was...
sack ms dorai!!!(popular demand!!!)
muhahahahaha!!!!
dunno wad the teachers will think if they see tt...
scolded by zhao fang...
cos i tok in class...
den got very low marks for my chi newspaper writing...
haiz...dunno how to write wad...

hope tmr will rain so we will not have mass run...

too bored tis morning...did a few quizzes...
aniwae...i dunno how to phrase it.
zhiying, jessica, wanteng and gwen are not going for syf.
anymore?
zhiyng and wanteng are very sad abt it.
i dunno how to comfort her.
i noe they work very hard to go syf.
y did mrs chua kick them out?
there are not enough chair?
y she kick them out jus a few more days b4 syf?
i dont think i shd go syf.
i noe my playing sux.
i dunno how to use my stomach,
my sound sux,
my rhythm sux too.
i noe it.
i dont deserve.
i dont even noe how to play my piece well.
i would rather give up my chance and let them go.
the band cant afford to let sumone who cant play to go syf
and kicked out those who can play.
i tink i shd be out for syf.
no excuse.


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oh man.todae no band...
slept until 9...kinda of late...
ya.let's talk abt yesterday...
erm...in the morning was raining...
so decided to take cab...
reached redhill...
totally dun understand...
how cum the floor so dry?!
waste my money taking cab...
in the end it rained.
no telematch...only more lessons...
mrs lim wore the class tee...
hmm...she looked so long....
haha...tt's our class spirit!!!
watched the concert...
so many sec1 performed...they so enthu...
o...i lyk the band...the first and the best...
watched bizhi's film again...my thrid time...
then went back to class to get my bag...
actually wanted to go causeway pt for the popcorn...
but she strongly object...so went to tbp again...
bizhi din go wif us...got some lame uniform stuff.
so me yinghui shuang ying emily went off without her...
totally went a few round tbp....jus to wait for bizhi...
finally she came...went to buy tickets...
then we took a neoprint....
first time we took a pic together...
first time leh....
watched charlie's angle....
so funny...
but the funniest part is shuang ying...
she was laughing so loudly...haha...
then there is tis guy...sitting damn tall...totally blocked my view...
had to move a seat...
i was freezing inside there...no windbreaker...
brrr....so cold....

i hate him!
he insulted me...
okie...he din insult me at at my face...
but he did it indirectly!
and she,
made everything worse...
she was so sarcastic...
made me feel that im a burden to her...
who wants to be a burden?
i also dont want.
tt things are set in tis way...
even if i want to change ,
i need time.
but u nv give me.
never.
i feel so sad...
im lyk a burden to all of my friends.
i dunno.
when i try to help...
i seem to mess things up...

im the biggest fool in tis world...
i tot they were angry with me...
but they were not.
not at all...
i shd have asked wat happen.
but i didnt.
why didnt i ask why?
she's my friend...
now i really dunno wat to do...
i seem to annoy everybody...
im jus being paranoid...
and when she tok to me,
i almost cried...
they dunno...
i tried to avoid them...
i jus thinking they hate me...
sumhow...
agrh...i hate myself!

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