great.....everything's my fault,k?
happy?
how on earth will i noe where he is...i m not a genius who noe practically everything...y ask mi?is not as if he will always tell mi where he is going...y mus u scold me?so free izzit?den get us our dinner lah...i hate u!!!for making my life at home miserable...thx alot man...

my skool life not of any better...cos i sux...happy?

fine....life is meaningless for mi...k...

k...
i m affecting everybody by saeing...
'life is meaningless...'

*haiz*
y izzit lyk tt...
y mus i always be è one to cause other pple's misery???
y.....somebody tell me.....pls...

gerat...failed eng...gotta to see vp/p...how m i going to ask my mum to go...crap...

she kept complaining abt her overall....at least she only failed geog....den y make a fuss abt it...

great....shd i ask my aunt instead of my mum....y shd i do....i really dun wan to be thrown out of crescent...=(

y life sux.....can only anybody tell mi y......anyone.....

finally noe who r my new sl....
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they r brynn n regina!!!
both of them...no asl...
hope regina wont becum fierce when she becum sl...

hope tt woman can jus stop being extra...mayb i'm è one who is extra...sad...=(

todae is a yucky dae...checking all stupid papers...failed english...great...den all other result...SUX...
first i passed all my lit...guess it's the first and only time...sad...=(
so sad...even my science sux...got so low...fine...no mood to blog now....


haha...todae's band prac so fun!!!and è sec 3s are back frm obs...o...kinda of miss them when they r not there...haha=)
they dun look as dark as i tot...but most of them got sunburn...when i first saw joanne...i got scared by her...she looked quite dark now...i was lyk..'so black'...mi=meanie...haha=)
but they looked very tried...grace n liesel was lyk so sleepy...as if they will fall asleep anytime...haha...mi looking forward to obs...next year we'll b going...yea...but è sec 3s sae jus a few days,u will be dying alreadi...even cried cos they miss home...realli mah...haha...regina sae i grew taller...haha...i finally grow taller liaoz...but... was it i grow taller or she shrunk...quite impossible...cos i'm still shorter than so many pple...nvm...
todae got band photo taking...so fun...but i was standing at è 2nd row...first time leh...so sad k...i where got so short...=|
è sec 4 so funny...they were biting è rose...so cute...haha=)but tis is è first time n last time we r taking band photo with them...so sad...i'll miss them if they r gone...='(.......*sob*
tt ke lian band room so small tt...cant even fitted è 1st row...sad man...even after it's redesign but much better than è 1st arrangement....
still wondering who will b my nxt sl...shuying also havent decide...*haiz*as long as she can ren wo...shd b alright...cos i play so lan...if she cant ren wo...guess she will faint...jus lyk pam...hahahahahaha....=)
welcome so nice...i lyk è whole piece...cool...=)

oh great....i not only make my life miserable....ii also make other pple's life miserable....how nice of me...=(
i noe...i sux....
no mood to blog...

stupid.....i din wan to use tis word to scold him.....but he really a fucking bro....cant he jus leave me alone....at least one day......no.....he will nv.....unless he is six feet under....

we were fighting jus now....n my uncle woke up...he called my mum......guess my mum scolded my bro......dunno wat is she going to do to us....cane me or scold me.....i dun care......it's not my fault.....he started it first.....i'm jus trying to defend myself.....is tt a crime?....now besides è tv...è whole hse is so quiet....

wat's my mum gonna to do???i tink she will jus side with my bro...wat è hell loh...i'm oso her child...yet tis is wat i got...mother...does she exist in my world....or rather do i exist in HER world....she lyk to scream...for nothing...shouting at me bcos of è washing powder...wat è hell loh...she screamed at me lyk it's my fault...when i explain to her...more scolding i will get...wat è...

she scold me for not doing my part in the family...yah...she done alot for è family...everydae...i'm alone at home...my bro...either he's in skool or bball court...my mum...out everydae...my dad...for some reason...he doesnt cum home everydae...i always being accompany by my com,tv,sleep...some of u rather be at home alone...tinking tt it's fun...i dun see è fun in it...wat's è meaning for family?..being alone at home...n nobody cares...tt's my meaning for family...
being in skool is è best time of everydae...but i seem to always screw up everything between my frends...u guys nid me onli for some reasons...u r my true frend?..i dunno...u guys tink tt i'm so carefree...dun even have a stress for study...i'm...jus pls...spare a thought for my feeling...i dunno...sumhow life really seems to be meaningless to me...

i dunno....mayb i jus simply dun belong to tis world...

mayb i shd be to one to be six feet under...

i'm dying...

crap....so lame......todae's post exam thingy so bo liaoz....play some stupid survey for è skool....so wu liaoz....walked around è skool jus to find some stupid ans tt r not any of my concern....crap,k?

todae got our class photo taking....for the first time i smiled for tis kind of photo taking....but my face sure turned out very ugly.....101% sure.....
den got fun shot....b4 tt photographer take è pic.....ying wei messed up my hair.....b4 i could tidy my hair,it's over....crap.....

den sarina came n ask mi who is xiao min....then yun heng was there....she was imitating mi so i kicked her...den i told yinxi....'oh my god!u kicked her?!'.....tt was è very first thing she told mi......of cos lah......yun heng is her fav junior.......rite,yinxi?hee.....

den got band at temp block....so cold,k?quite small also...very hard to walk inside.....den jess nv go band.....i realised all my notes sux.....so nan ting....then there is a part wif some stupid sluring and tonguing tt i cant play....pam was teaching mi....but i jus simply cant play....den mrs chua came over to hear our running notes...den we told her my prob abt tt part...den wif mrs chua around...i suddenly can play......y?...bcos of her presence or ....i dunno y....

todae seems to be a lame dae...to mi....everydae is lame...

i'm dying.......

fine...exam jus ended...haha...can play the whole day liaoz...no lah...

todae we have to take our temperature...kinda of crap..cos we take temperature in class...*haiz*dunno wat i'm saying...

after art...actually want to go watch bring down the house...but dun have...so watch x-men2...aniwae it was quite nice...but i'm freezing in tt cinema...crap...

nvm...i'm jus crapping...crap me lah

todae had our maths ans geog paper...quite okie lah...but i tink i will nv score well in tis two papers...first time i nv sleep in maths test...first and last time i guess...*haiz*
i din go watch movie todae...i jus simply dun wan to go orchard...i hate going orchard...i dunno wat u tink...noe u r so din tok to u the whole dae...
at least i did my art...
aniwae dunno wat to sae already...
i'm jus crapping....

o...hi...ur beloved crappy person's back again...*puke out last nite's dinner...* haha...lame me...
*haiz*ying hui still using my book...got nothing to do...aniwae zhiying n jess asked me to help her with her blog so cum online again...hope u all lyk the template...
o...i found zai sheng yuan's mp3...so damn nice...listen to it dunno for how many times liaoz...still not sick of it...haha=) i'm crazy...
jus chatted with lingfang...askiing me who is *'sister...cant tell u who is tt...or lingfang will kill me...haha=)
pple wondering whether shd ask her to go watch movie with us on wed...to ask or not to ask...it's a question...haha....lame me...
gtg...i'll be back...gotta to watch moi fav show...[by right,i shd be studying....(-_-''')]

*haiz*ying hui is here...reading my sci book...cos she nv bring home hers...i got nothing to do now...crap...
so sianz...hope i can pass my sci tmr...of cos i will study lah...
ying hui's brother is examining my clarinet now...guess he nv noe how a clarinet look lyk...
crap...my art is ruined bcos of my tie-n-dye...shdnt have put it in my file...have to do everything all over again...crap...
going to watch movie after mye...cant wait for mye to be over as soon as possible...*haiz* (-_-''' )

crap...got back the lit ca marks...as usual...i failed...but bcos mdm kala nv add our webquest...so she will have to count again...i won her...by one mark...hahahaha.....i'm being mean...i noe...tis is the only subject i won her so far...even after we add the webquest marks, i still win her...she veri crap...call out my name...they already sae all ans...wat u wan me to sae...luckily i anyhow guess or doremi will scream at me...trying to sabo me...too bad u cant...idiot...

[remember me this way...for all my friends...i'll remember u...]

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me
You're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
This way

todae is xiaomin n ms tan's birthdae!!!din buy anything for xiaomin...gotta to buy it tmr...
me n jess gave ms tan bookmarks...her fav...went jp to look for her present...spent a long time choosing...but since she lyk the present...almost miss my zai sheng yuan...zai sheng yuan rox...ms tan so nice...
crap loh...ms tan so nice yet sum pple dunno how to appreciate ms tan...mi n jess n yinxi n sum other pple actually miss her...y u all hate her so much...
yesterdae show tt mrs tan my art...she sae,"u got gd shot...but u dunno how to draw..."
fine loh...
todae zhiying so pissed off with tt guy...crap tt guy lah...she sux...

oh man...jus finish watching zai sheng yuan...cool....zai sheng yuan rox......i'm so crazy over zai sheng yuan...but thur will be the last episode...so sad....='(
i will miss it...tt stupid tiemuer....ee...i hate him...so extra...i tink lijun n shaohua more pei....tt tiemuer...he sux...=|

got back ca mark...i failed two ca liaoz...*haiz*
after skool go home...got nag by shuang ying and bizhi...crap...so pissed off...i so pissed off...then do my art....my topic:orange...really dunno wat to do...see my hse got so many oranges...so mus well cut it up...

zai sheng yuan rox....mus go n watch...zai sheng yuan rox......

helped zhiying do up her blog...nice,rite?haha...i'm so nice todae...haha
feel so sleepy...tt whole pbl session...i was sleeping...haha...no teachers saw mi sleeping...
came back form library...ate a buddy meal with yinghui & shuang ying...haha...so sianz...
*haiz*still got art havent do yet...havent even decide...crap...dunno wat to do...
tis morning mrs lim came in & tok abt how pearl is formed...crap...den she was asking us if we slash ourselves...she sae nowadays alot of student do tt...oh man...wont it be painful....ouch!i will nv do tt even i want to die...*freak out*
haha...haha..haha...Muhahaha.....
guess i laughed too much..i'm going crazy...

fine...having cs now...but ms shevon not here...cool...
had pe jus now...so crap...tt f*** kept pushing me....nv even sae sorry...crap lah...
b4 tt was eng...ms dorai was toking abt a guy with a small head...a big body...a pair of skinny legs....
later have to go library to pay my fine...$6+...
fine...life is jus crap...

came back from taka with my mum...as usual...she will look at wat she want then i will stand lyk a idiot...okie lah...not tt bad lah...at least she sae she will buy mi a digital cam...
den she went to look at jewels...i was sitting down there lyk sleeping away...haha=) she spent lyk $600...i was saeing...hope u can pay my digital cam without sec thought...
she smiled...
wat does it mean?r u going to buy it soon?
aniwae i told her tt i nv finish my eng paper 1...she sae...wat is done cant be undone.....try harder nxt time...
i was shocked... =O
i realli cant believe my ears...she sae tt...oh my gawd...she is actually so nice to mi...yet sum time i tink she sux...tink i shd be the one who sux...
mus tell my mum how much i love her....

had my chi exam...guess i will pass badly...
compo topic:SARS
compre topic:SARS AGAIN...
issit there's no other topic...so u have to put SARS...*haiz*=|

this morning,i saw my mum...so i tried to call her while i was crossing the road...obivously i wasnt looking at the approaching cars...sum more they nv horn mi...how i noe...almost knocked down by one...all thx to bizhi who saved moi life...or else u all wont be able to see me again...muhahaha...=)

todae a rainy dae...caught in the rain...by right,i shd have fever...jus kidding...i'm sars-free!!!aniwae,i went to mcdonald with bizhi...i'm broke now...then we walked back home...then saw my mum...went to the super market with her...collected her mail...we have the whole set of tt stamp magnet...cool,rite?=)

okie...my mum bought me a new pair of slippers...my fav food...yummy...mum,u rox!!!

had my eng paper todae...i din finish my paper I...and i cried...='( i'm so malu...i'm such embarrassment...i tink i'm a failure...

i'm a failure in studies...a failure to be a human...i must well be dead right now...
sumtime i really wish i can be dead right now...at least i dont need to worry so much...
but wat is done cant be undone...i have got nothing to sae...

but a big thank to those who console me when i was crying...esp tok ying wei..haha...n jess,cyn,zhiying,yinxi,shemin...n jess's sweet!!!

u pple rox!!!thx...

hey pple.....
life is tiring...so relax yourself...
there's no point for you to bother with some trivial things...
life is short...and you are spending your time over such things...you are just wasting life...
happy or sad...life has to go on...
love yourself...love your family...love all your friends...
fill your life with love and you will find that life is not too bad after all...
life is yours...there is only one you...whether to be happy or sad...
it's up to you...
remember :be happy...and learn that life can be as meaningful as you want it to be...

take care yourself...exams coming...must really take care...get enough sleep...hee...=)

todae is a holiday...holiday rox...i love holiday...

woke up at 10+ todae...holiday is still the best...studying my chi...first time leh...wanna to prove to tt stupid idiot n evileye...i'm not stupid...

have a gd dae todae...so fun...play badminton wif ying hui...had great time playing...badminton rox...too bad i'm not in badminton...haha=) but cgssb rox too!! esp clarinets!!!we played worms too...gd time killing her worms...haha i won the game!!!

three cheers for myself!!!

then lingfang n shuang ying called...to ask mi abt exams thingy...excuse me...do i look lyk i noe?haha =) lingfang was lyk..."exams cuming...u still got time to play games...*haiz*..."

aniwae tmr english exams...*haiz* failed my english ca...cant she pass mi...sad sad..=( BUT i will always look on the bright side of life...and smile again...haha=)

jus realize i missed my fav cartoon...so sad...=(

aniwae,todae is a gd dae...so pple...smile!!!

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