Sunday, April 27, 2003
♥ 7:34 PM
wonder if it's a disease...everyone lyk so pissed off wif her...
sumtime realli cant stand her...always lyk act so nice to mi...dunno how many thousand things she had done behind my back...and always i'm the last to noe all tis things...is not fair k...it lyk she tell dunno how many pple then tis pple will tell mi the truth...i jus dun understand y she have to do all tis stuff...i treat her as a friend...i can sae tt she is quite nice...but shd she do all these jus to draw the attention...
[ if u tink carefully, u will noe who's tis person i'm toking abt...i dun want to tell straight in ur face bcos i noe u will hate mi forever...althought it dun make much difference tis way...@ least we wouldnt make a scene in class...]
let me tell you...you are actually a good friend to me...but do you have to do these stuff to grab people's attention...i think you have nothing better to do...at first when i found out you have been doing alot of things behind my back,i was really upset...because i have treated you quite nice( i can swear!!)...yet this is what i got back in the end...oh great...i was really crying when i know this from others(of cos not in front of them)...thinking why you hate me so much...why you are doing all this, just to hurt me...
y i'm i the last to know...why cant i know it from you directly...at least this will make me feel much better...
you told bad things about me to almost everybody in class...and also to others(should know who they are)...actually i already kinda of accept the fact that you dont lyk me...i try to stop myself from showing you the fact that i'm pissed off with you...but some said you befriends with me,it's because you feel left out in the group...can u stop treating me like a spare tyre?! meaning that i'm not a
extra friend for you to turn to
only when u feel left out...u talk to mi when u feel like it...i'm also a human...i do have feelings...i really feel sad when i realize the truth...i can be there you whenever you need my help...but pls dont come to mi when u just been left out...but if u really dont like me,u can dont befriends with me...it's alright with me...
but i have the right to befriend with others...you cant stop me...and dun you ever try to them either...you understand?if you have any complain about me, just me straight in my face...i'm sure i can accept the fact...i wont be lyk u...i wont cry...
true...i'm lazy to do hw...
but that doesnt mean i'm stupid...if i really want to study,i bet i can get better result than you...
k...tt's all i have to sae...i hope after u have read this msg...understand how i feel...do tell mi how u feel...so i can change for the better...i'm serious this time...
the next time we see each other,are we still friends?no matter what,the fact tt u have bring mi joy,fun and been there when i need u...makes you a friend of mine...=)
