okie......kinda of piised off with tt stupid idiot....still.....*haiz* even ask jess to go wat malay class if she dun pass her CL....stupid idiot....

[zhiying]relax lah.....u dun lyk her...i also wad...but i'm not tt angry wad...jus relax...=P

jus chatted with sarina...she kinda of funny...mi lyk tend to trust her...dunno lah...told her abt the evileye...u r nice junior...

tmr got two ting xie.....sian...faced tt stupid idiot...how to study??

can anybody remind XXX to read the msg below....mayb after exams.....dont wan to affect her study mood now....

yoz...relax, pple......

seize the day!!!! =D

fine...today i very pissed off with that stupid idiot...know who is this stupid idiot...go ask jess...she know the ans....

there is no problem with her teaching but the way she is treating us sux...what is her problem loh...so what we come g3...does it make a difference......we are human also...with our limbs attached to our bodies...what's the big deal...what makes us so different from the c2...i think she always look down on us...

pissed off....pissed off....pissed off.....pissed off....pissed off....pissed off....pissed off....pissed off....pissed off.....pissed off.......pissed off.....pissed off....pissed off...pissed off

can anybody remind XXX to read the msg below....mayb after exams.....dont wan to affect her study mood now....

wonder if it's a disease...everyone lyk so pissed off wif her...

sumtime realli cant stand her...always lyk act so nice to mi...dunno how many thousand things she had done behind my back...and always i'm the last to noe all tis things...is not fair k...it lyk she tell dunno how many pple then tis pple will tell mi the truth...i jus dun understand y she have to do all tis stuff...i treat her as a friend...i can sae tt she is quite nice...but shd she do all these jus to draw the attention...

[ if u tink carefully, u will noe who's tis person i'm toking abt...i dun want to tell straight in ur face bcos i noe u will hate mi forever...althought it dun make much difference tis way...@ least we wouldnt make a scene in class...]

let me tell you...you are actually a good friend to me...but do you have to do these stuff to grab people's attention...i think you have nothing better to do...at first when i found out you have been doing alot of things behind my back,i was really upset...because i have treated you quite nice( i can swear!!)...yet this is what i got back in the end...oh great...i was really crying when i know this from others(of cos not in front of them)...thinking why you hate me so much...why you are doing all this, just to hurt me...y i'm i the last to know...why cant i know it from you directly...at least this will make me feel much better...

you told bad things about me to almost everybody in class...and also to others(should know who they are)...actually i already kinda of accept the fact that you dont lyk me...i try to stop myself from showing you the fact that i'm pissed off with you...but some said you befriends with me,it's because you feel left out in the group...can u stop treating me like a spare tyre?! meaning that i'm not a extra friend for you to turn to only when u feel left out...u talk to mi when u feel like it...i'm also a human...i do have feelings...i really feel sad when i realize the truth...i can be there you whenever you need my help...but pls dont come to mi when u just been left out...but if u really dont like me,u can dont befriends with me...it's alright with me...but i have the right to befriend with others...you cant stop me...and dun you ever try to them either...you understand?if you have any complain about me, just me straight in my face...i'm sure i can accept the fact...i wont be lyk u...i wont cry...

true...i'm lazy to do hw...but that doesnt mean i'm stupid...if i really want to study,i bet i can get better result than you...

k...tt's all i have to sae...i hope after u have read this msg...understand how i feel...do tell mi how u feel...so i can change for the better...i'm serious this time...

the next time we see each other,are we still friends?no matter what,the fact tt u have bring mi joy,fun and been there when i need u...makes you a friend of mine...=)

jus called jess and zhiying...they r kinda of angry wif mi cos they waited for mi for lyk 6 HOURS!!!so damn sorry...my hp no batt at tt time...so damn sorry....so damn sorry...so damn sorry...

todae lyk quite fun lah...cos we helped to clear all the stuff in the band room...i din noe tt we have so many scores till we have to use so many boxes...found all the nice nice songs...then must help to carry all the boxes into the store room...quite a far distance frm the band room...actually i din help to carry tt much...not as much as others...

todae we learn a new song...then it's lyk...mrs chua asked we all if we want to play mvt or the new song for syf...play mvt,we r more familiar...the new song is fun but......i dunno wat to sae...i realli hope we can get a gold tis year...isnt it wat we have been working for so long???=|

so fine...todae i lyk make alot of pple veri pissed off with mi...so sad...so sorry if i make u angry...esp zhiying and jess...so damn sorry...

gotta to study for mye...I WANNA TO BEAT HER IN MYE...WE SHALL WAIT AND SEE...

mi...very sad='(...failed my maths test...jus passed my CL test...feel so sad='(...aniwae bcos i nv study..tt's y i get tis kind of result...cant blame anibody but myself...*gonna cry out soon*
feel soo tired...feel soo sad...i really wan to go to a good class lyk 3c2...u might tink tt got tis kind of marks also want to go 3c2...u mus be tinking too much...*haiz*='( i noe i'm tinking too much...i dun have the result to go c2 at all...
i have already tried to settle down n study..jus cant concentrate...wat i can i do...i cant help it...i will fall asleep whenever i tried to concentrate...
i also have a stupid,idiotic,moronic brother who behave lyk he jus escaped frm woodbridge hospital,always disturb when i try to concentrate...i have always enived others who have sibling who always listen to their sis/bro...how i wish my bro dUn exist...or rather...how i wish i dun exist...nobody called peiting on earth... wouldnt it be better for everyone...

one sad day......*haiz* =(

y m i doing down here?

*haiz* =(

The best of friends,
Can change a frown,
Into a smile,
when you feel down.
The best of friends,
Will understand,
Your little trials,
And lend a hand.

The best of friends,
Will always share,
Your secret dreams,
Because they care.

The best of friends,
Worth more than gold,
Give all the love,
A heart can hold.

diedie liaoz...guess i'll fail my maths test...aniwae,it's not my first time.my maths book nv finish also hand up...scared tt mrs lim ask mi to stand up in class tml...she so sick...sumtime treat us so nice...sumtime lyk keep scolding us...sumthing i dun lyk abt her is....she teach really damn fast...crazy lah...give us 6 sums & wan us to finish within 10 min...hello...WE R NOT SUPERWOMEN!!!i dun tink a superwoman can finish them within 10 min aniwae...

yeah!!!todae ms dorai not here...so happy...

cant get back cl paper cos still got pple havent take the test...highest:87...tink i will get 60++...*haiz*

todae's band....one word...SIANZ...pam not there again...pple sae she got fever...hope she recover soon...keep playing welcome n big fun...mi tend to slack...haha=)

tml geog test...wish mi gd luck...

*haiz*tml got mass run...sianz....


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fine...yesterdae so many things happened...haiz....got maths test.dunno how to do alot of sums...guess i'll fail tt test...
then ms dorai's lesson....she sux,k?scolded so many pple...din count the words in my summary..sure diedie.
then CL test...okie lah..last min study so can get everything into my mind...hopefully i dun fail tis test cos im pinning all my hope on CL.....
then got band....dunno y pam nv cum for band...zhiying oso din go for band...i cant play my tuning note...='( so mula...moi instrument dunno y....so loose...pass to meiling tt time she dropped it....haiz.....tt clarinet already dropped three time liaoz......she got to do punishment...kinda of sorri...syf been postponed to july...heard tt the sec 4s still wanna to go...if it's not bcos of tt sars thingy.....syf shd be over....haiz...i oso dun nid to do so many hw......
find pam's msg to the sec 1s very meaningful..hope the sec 1s understand wat she means......n work hard....
tml got band....still mus get up early in the morning......i always late for skoll recently....dunno if i can get up early.....

Todae mus be my unlucky dae...first I forgot to finish my maths hw...rushing lyk siao!!!then I forgot to bring money to skool...havent finish lit then i was rushing also...then mdm kala din go through...then i made zhiying angry...sorry,zhiying...

after skool,waited for shuang ying for a long time but she nv turn up in the canteen...so mi n ying hui decided to go off first...went to the bus stop then saw shuang ying's classmate then ask her where is sy...she sae...SHE IS IN CLASS!!!so we went back to skool to find her....

in the bus...the stupid bus driver asked for my ezlink card(dunno for wat e hell)then sae i m using other pple's card cos the photo on my card is quite different from how i look now....long hair bcum short hair...then wear spec...aniwae hu ever sae u mus look the same as how i look in pri skool...wanna to complain him....

recently always see sarina online......tell her alot of things....suddenly remind mi of wat we did when we were in sec1.erm....it seems tt it's going to be my happiest year in crescent.....@ least i have less worries back then....
sec2...quite stress lah...mayb bcos of all e hw n syf.....i'm not a gd time manager....tt's y i got alot problems tis year...i tried to change.....@ least hand up all my hw on time...but i dun seem to do it at all time.
i miss skool....we miss crescentian day,sport day,syf,.......it's all sars's fault......stupid sars....

i jus chat with moi junior...she sae they lyk their seniors alot....realize tt i m still veri scared of moi seniors...dunno y lah...maybe bcos i wanna to keep a distance away from them.......too close to them, will only invite trouble.....
read yinxi's blog.....haha....walkin disaster...u tink too much lah...at least u try to help...*but seems tt u almost ruined everything...*=p
listening to mvt now...so nice...trying to get the emotion..so can play better..hee...hope to get gold for syf.....
gd luck everybody....
AND.......
H@Ppy !Nt3rN@t!oNaL Fr3nsH!p Dae!!!!!!

saw meiling online yesterdae.....but she kinda of avoiding me...dunno y...yinxi jus sms mi..got CL hw..*haiz*i still got a whole lot of hw waiting for mi to do.dun tink i can finish.

jus chat wif my pri skool frens......she so funny...i miss all my pri skool frens.....nv see them for such a long time...wanna to play badminton......btw still hw...i hate hw...

aniwae,hu will lyk hw?hahaha =)

bcos of some template problem....have to delete my old blog away...all thx to my blurness....haiz...got nothing to sae..luckily onli u all noe my blog so nvm lah......

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